Sunday, June 21, 2009
On my mind today...
I have had a great and tiring week. I just read Jason's blog post about wanting to be cool...guilty...i tend to want to fit in a lot. I have honestly had a hard time especially with my new job at Ruby Tuesdays with not just fitting in. I find myself swearing and stuff. not like big swears other than when i get upset or very stressed out. However, i don't want to default to sin I don't want to do this stuff, or do I? I am having a Pauline struggle here. I wish that when i got stressed out, when my defenses got stripped, i could see a deep good within myself. The fact is i don't. It makes me wonder if my faith is real or if i am putting on a face of faith.God, help me to be deeply real in my faith. wow...this is pretty honest. But yeah, i have also been feeling incredibly lonely as of late. It is difficult having standards and not just taking cheap hook ups. I really wish tht God had someone in my life right now who i could fall in love with and have it mean something. But he isn't doing that...which sucks. i don't want to just settle for something to ease loneliness. that is weak and ungodly. but it gets so difficult. but in the en i love my life. I am thankful for the one God has given me. I am so wonderfully in awe that i get to live this life. Thank you Jesus, Help me o live a life worthy of my calling and live up to that which i have already attained in Christ,
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Prayer 4-28
Philippians 2:5-8
“Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death— even death on a cross!”
God, I am really not sure why you seem to be having me reflect on this concept so much. Let me read this a couple times. So my attitude at all times should be the same as that of Jesus. Well how do I do that? What was he like? He was in very nature God. Down to his very nature he was God. He was GOD. He had all of the privileges of being God. He was a big deal. He could have drawn the attention of thousands had he proclaimed his godliness and shown his power. He could have been emperor and taken care to see that his name was recorded in History. He could have been the ultimate Rabbi. He could have been anything he wanted. He was God on earth. But he didn't consider equality with God something to be eagerly seized upon. WHAT!?!?! How does a person not seize an opportunity like that. If you don't take it somebody else will. Right? Well what did he do then? He made himself nothing......nothing. Nothing. What do you do with that? The God of Heaven and Earth making himself nothing. He could have been everything. He could have had everyone serving him by sheer force. Instead he chooses to be nothing and be a servant. He allowed himself to become man in appearance. That is significant. He was always God and he came in appearance as a man. One he became a man, He humbled himself in his obedience. He humbled himself by experiencing death. He was ABOVE and beyond death but he lowered himself and died. Just dying was an act of humility for God. He took it a step further and died a criminal's death. The next verse says that God exalted him above every other name and gave him the name above every name. This is Kingdom promotion. Those of us who would not eagerly grasp privileges or positions but would be humble and obedient to the plan o God will find ourselves promoted. The name above every name is taken but everything under that is pretty much open.
“Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death— even death on a cross!”
God, I am really not sure why you seem to be having me reflect on this concept so much. Let me read this a couple times. So my attitude at all times should be the same as that of Jesus. Well how do I do that? What was he like? He was in very nature God. Down to his very nature he was God. He was GOD. He had all of the privileges of being God. He was a big deal. He could have drawn the attention of thousands had he proclaimed his godliness and shown his power. He could have been emperor and taken care to see that his name was recorded in History. He could have been the ultimate Rabbi. He could have been anything he wanted. He was God on earth. But he didn't consider equality with God something to be eagerly seized upon. WHAT!?!?! How does a person not seize an opportunity like that. If you don't take it somebody else will. Right? Well what did he do then? He made himself nothing......nothing. Nothing. What do you do with that? The God of Heaven and Earth making himself nothing. He could have been everything. He could have had everyone serving him by sheer force. Instead he chooses to be nothing and be a servant. He allowed himself to become man in appearance. That is significant. He was always God and he came in appearance as a man. One he became a man, He humbled himself in his obedience. He humbled himself by experiencing death. He was ABOVE and beyond death but he lowered himself and died. Just dying was an act of humility for God. He took it a step further and died a criminal's death. The next verse says that God exalted him above every other name and gave him the name above every name. This is Kingdom promotion. Those of us who would not eagerly grasp privileges or positions but would be humble and obedient to the plan o God will find ourselves promoted. The name above every name is taken but everything under that is pretty much open.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
I tend to believe in people.
i am going through a weird week. I am home in New Jersey and i have mostly just chilled. I haven't really done everything of value. I guess that is wha a break is though. Anyway, i have done some thinking and i started to ask myself. What is "the real me"? People us that phrase all the time but what upsets me is what it refers to. It almost always refers to the bad in people. Like, well if you saw the way the real me acts you wouldn't think i was that great. Almost as if we are acting out of character when we are kind/generous/happy or positive. Why is this? What if the real me is that amazing person and when i act outside of myself i am acting mean or cruel. Like, we tell someone they seem confident or fun to be around and they tell us that if we knew the real them and saw all their insecurities or fears, we would want nothing to do with them. What if the rel them is when they are confident. What if somebody else is acting when they are hiding and scared. What if we started to call those times when we act like Jesus( whose image we are made in) what the real us is? seriously what would happen? I am not sure if it would create really overconfident people or just a much happier world. Your thoughts are appreciated.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
my prison epistles mid term
Addison Roberts
NWT 363 – Prison Epistles
Chris Cascone
Reflect on the mission and make up of the church as disclosed in Ephesians
The mission of the church as disclosed in Ephesians seems to be unity and love. Ephesians 4:11 and 3:17 are two of the verses that show this. The mission of the church is to express a deep unity. We are to show what unity is in a disjointed and disconnected world. Paul says in another letter that in Christ there is neither slave nor free, male or female, Jew or Gentile, etc. The lines of class, gender, and race are to be washed away by the blood of Christ. The church is called in Ephesians to express this unity. We are to express God to the world, and God is one. Therefore we are to be one. We achieve this unity through love. This is two fold. We are to accept the forgiveness and love from God and in turn give that love and forgiveness away. This breaks down the barriers of offense and creates an even more unified whole. So the mission of the church is to express the unity and love in God. When we adequately express this, people will be drawn to the cross. Everyone feels the disconnectedness within humanity. If the churches expresses absolute unity in our marriages, families, and church bodies, we will show God to the world and people will long for him. If we express God's love, the world will feel welcomed by God and be able to act on their longing. In summary, The mission of the church is to show true unity and love to the world so that the world will be drawn to the cross
The make-up of the church is to be the fullness of Christ. We are to represent him in every way. We are to be his body. This is a rather simple point. The church is to be a mirror. We reflect Christ and show the world what he looks like. This should scare us. The church as a whole is Jesus' earthly body now that his physical body has gone to heaven. We are to live up to the image of God. The make up of the church is to be the full representation of all of Christ, his miracles, his integrity, his prayer, his very image earth. Let us live up to this high calling.
Reflect on Ephesians 5:22-33
First of all, I feel that this section is missing something. Verse 21 is crucial to the development of this idea. WE must all submit to one another out of reverence for Christ. That is crucial. Paul is simply expounding on one relationship that illustrates his point.
Secondly, in order to adequately reflect on these verses, we must take note of something. The woman is told to submit to her husband as to the Lord. This verse has been used to do so much harm to women and relationships and even to how some people view Christianity. But there is a second part to his commandment. The husband must love his wife as Christ loved the church. He must give himself up for her. Far too many men ask their wives to submit when they will not die. This is not Godly. The man is to lead the way in submission. He must first die. Then the wife will follow his example and submit to him as unto the Lord.
Thirdly, the book Love and Respect by Doctor Eggerich has some great points on the end of this passage. Men badly want to feel respected. They want to feel needed and they want to feel like a knight in shining armor. This is so critical to a man's psyche. If a woman acts overly independent or asserts authority over him or demeans him in any way, it does serious damage. On the flip side of this, a woman needs to feel loved. She wants to feel important and she needs to feel like the princess. This is also critical to her psyche. If a man is cruel or not concerned and caring or not good at expressing his affection, it does serious damage. The man and the woman both have roles that they play in each other's lives. If these roles are not fulfilled, the relationship will not operate correctly. The author gives a good picture by describing it a a cycle or wheel. One single niche in the wheel causes a bumpy ride.
So the point of these verses is to put responsibility on both the man and the woman. Marriage is a mutual thing. Both parties must play an active role. Anything else is not in line with the Bible. So let us live up to this and show the Biblical model for how marriage and relationships are supposed to work. This is a high calling, but if the church, armed with the power of God, does not take it up, no one will.
The Mystery of God as Disclosed in Ephesians
The mystery of God as disclosed in Ephesians has everything to do with Jesus. I kind of hit on certain aspects of this mystery. The mystery of God is basically his plan to bring all things into unity through Christ. This unity has two major aspects. The first of these is to bring unity between man and God. The second of these is to bring unity between man and man. We will talk about each separately.
The first part of the mystery that has been disclosed is God bringing unity through God and man through Jesus. There once was perfect unity between God and man but then Sin entered and all of creation was separated from God. We were made enemies to God and every inclination of our hearts was evil from birth. But then Jesus cam onto the scene. He lived up to God's standard and became the object on which God's wrath was satisfied. With God's wrath fully satisfied, he was able to enter into a loving relationship that he has always intended to have with his creation. This is part of the mystery of the work of Christ. It bridged the great divide caused by sin. Now, we can freely enter into relationship with our creator.
The second part of the mystery of Christ is seen in the unity between man and man. Christ, in his work on calvary, has destroyed the dividing wall of hostility between Jews and Gentiles (and all people) making one people in him. This new race is called Christians. As I said before. Race, gender and class lines are washed away by the blood of the spotless lamb. This unity among men is the natural response to the graceful unity that we enjoy with God. If God has broken down the wall of hostility between himself and man, shouldn't man break down any hostilities between himself and another man. If one who is perfectly righteous can make a way for one who deserves destruction, can't one who is unrighteous make a way for another who is equalyl as unrighteous God set the example for us. As we have been loved we must love. As we have been forgiven we must forgive. This is the mystery of the Gospel: That all things would come into unity under the headship of Christ. Only through Christ and in Christ is this even remotely possible. Let us then ask God to give us his affections. Let us ask God to give us his forgiveness, his love, his mercy and his grace. Let us watch barriers be destroyed.
The Armor of God as Disclosed in Ephesians
The armor of God discourse at the end of Ephesians is one of those passages that you hear a lot of growing up and it can easily become one of those passages that is thrown into the “one of those verses I know” pool. Let us never throw anything there. All of scripture is profitable. Even Leviticus..ouch! Realizing this, we must take notice of the implications of the armor of God discourse. It is not some ear tickling fun passage to read. It is the battle cry of the church and we must realize the points being made here. I see three major themes n this discourse: we are at war, it is not easy and there is an essential uniform for every soldier.
We are at war! Christianity is more than a life style. To accept Christ is to enter the ranks. To accept Christ is to accept a mission. We enter into a war against powers and principalities that are much stronger than us. However, they are not stronger than the Lord. This puts the importance of a devotional life in a whole new light. If we view any part of our Christian life as a chore or simply a part of the walk, we will neglect them. We must view every aspect as either a preperation for or an engagement in battle. We must not pretend we are not at war. We must view ourselves as soldiers.
It is not easy! Paul encourages his readers to “stand” four times. It must be hard to stand or the Holy Spirit wouldn't waste that much space. Christianity is not easy. We have an enemy that hates us and he has snipers and spies and is very good at what he does. Let us not down play this. We must be ever vigilant to stand our ground firmly. If we are not, we may fall victim to the devils schemes.
There is a uniform. Every Christian must take up every part of the armor of God. To not take up even a single piece is to be under equipped and you don't want to be under equipped. It is a warzone out there and Satan prowls around like a roaring lion seeking whom he may DEVOUR..not talk to or get to fall down momentarily and then carry on his merry way. If you choose to fight he will fight back. Put on the full armor of God and check twice to make sure you are well prepared. You are entering enemy territory and you are in danger if you do not follow the plan. However, if we do follow the plan, rejoice, because victory for assured with great certainty.
The Adoption of the Saints (one that I chose)
This topic interests me greatly. Ephesians 1 talks about how we have been adopted as his sons through the work of Christ. Wow! What an awesome thing to praise God for. He has picked us. We are his chosen sons and daughters. That is probably the coolest thing ever. But when we talk about this one major argument come up and that is the argument of Predestination. If God chose and adopted some, did he not chose others? I will dig into this briefly and try to come up with an adequate answer.
On the issue of Adoption, we have missed the point. Paul is writing a letter of praise. He is thanking God that he has been adopted. He is thanking God that he has been chosen. We turn this quickly and curse and question God because we feel that this means others have not. That is not the point even a little bit. Consider this: Children are adopted every day. Most of these children are pulled out of horrible circumstances by parents that choose to love them and care for them and give them a life they could have never dreamed of. Now, consider this: One of these adopted children, at fifteen years old, turns to his parent and asks “Why mom, did you pick me? Why do I deserve your favor?” the answer of course is that the child didn't earn her favor an she picked him just because she did. She picked him because she wanted relationship with him. His parents picked him because they wanted him. We stand this way before God. God has pulled us out of horrendous circumstances. He has given us a life we never deserved or earned. Jesus has chosen us to be adopted and we need to praise him for that. If our focus is on the flip side we have missed the point greatly. A just God would send everyone to hell. A loving God has made a way for everyone to go to heaven. We should not call God unjust even if he has chosen some and not others. Let us praise him that we, who have no merit of our own, were chosen by him to be called his own. We were chosen to share an inheritance with his perfect son. Let us not miss the point of this adoption thing. It is meant to be a praise so let us treat it as such. Let us all take a second and thank God for calling us out of Egypt. Let us deeply thank God that we are his pick and take comfort that we are chosen by God. To view that as anything less than wonderful is to totally miss the point.
NWT 363 – Prison Epistles
Chris Cascone
Reflect on the mission and make up of the church as disclosed in Ephesians
The mission of the church as disclosed in Ephesians seems to be unity and love. Ephesians 4:11 and 3:17 are two of the verses that show this. The mission of the church is to express a deep unity. We are to show what unity is in a disjointed and disconnected world. Paul says in another letter that in Christ there is neither slave nor free, male or female, Jew or Gentile, etc. The lines of class, gender, and race are to be washed away by the blood of Christ. The church is called in Ephesians to express this unity. We are to express God to the world, and God is one. Therefore we are to be one. We achieve this unity through love. This is two fold. We are to accept the forgiveness and love from God and in turn give that love and forgiveness away. This breaks down the barriers of offense and creates an even more unified whole. So the mission of the church is to express the unity and love in God. When we adequately express this, people will be drawn to the cross. Everyone feels the disconnectedness within humanity. If the churches expresses absolute unity in our marriages, families, and church bodies, we will show God to the world and people will long for him. If we express God's love, the world will feel welcomed by God and be able to act on their longing. In summary, The mission of the church is to show true unity and love to the world so that the world will be drawn to the cross
The make-up of the church is to be the fullness of Christ. We are to represent him in every way. We are to be his body. This is a rather simple point. The church is to be a mirror. We reflect Christ and show the world what he looks like. This should scare us. The church as a whole is Jesus' earthly body now that his physical body has gone to heaven. We are to live up to the image of God. The make up of the church is to be the full representation of all of Christ, his miracles, his integrity, his prayer, his very image earth. Let us live up to this high calling.
Reflect on Ephesians 5:22-33
First of all, I feel that this section is missing something. Verse 21 is crucial to the development of this idea. WE must all submit to one another out of reverence for Christ. That is crucial. Paul is simply expounding on one relationship that illustrates his point.
Secondly, in order to adequately reflect on these verses, we must take note of something. The woman is told to submit to her husband as to the Lord. This verse has been used to do so much harm to women and relationships and even to how some people view Christianity. But there is a second part to his commandment. The husband must love his wife as Christ loved the church. He must give himself up for her. Far too many men ask their wives to submit when they will not die. This is not Godly. The man is to lead the way in submission. He must first die. Then the wife will follow his example and submit to him as unto the Lord.
Thirdly, the book Love and Respect by Doctor Eggerich has some great points on the end of this passage. Men badly want to feel respected. They want to feel needed and they want to feel like a knight in shining armor. This is so critical to a man's psyche. If a woman acts overly independent or asserts authority over him or demeans him in any way, it does serious damage. On the flip side of this, a woman needs to feel loved. She wants to feel important and she needs to feel like the princess. This is also critical to her psyche. If a man is cruel or not concerned and caring or not good at expressing his affection, it does serious damage. The man and the woman both have roles that they play in each other's lives. If these roles are not fulfilled, the relationship will not operate correctly. The author gives a good picture by describing it a a cycle or wheel. One single niche in the wheel causes a bumpy ride.
So the point of these verses is to put responsibility on both the man and the woman. Marriage is a mutual thing. Both parties must play an active role. Anything else is not in line with the Bible. So let us live up to this and show the Biblical model for how marriage and relationships are supposed to work. This is a high calling, but if the church, armed with the power of God, does not take it up, no one will.
The Mystery of God as Disclosed in Ephesians
The mystery of God as disclosed in Ephesians has everything to do with Jesus. I kind of hit on certain aspects of this mystery. The mystery of God is basically his plan to bring all things into unity through Christ. This unity has two major aspects. The first of these is to bring unity between man and God. The second of these is to bring unity between man and man. We will talk about each separately.
The first part of the mystery that has been disclosed is God bringing unity through God and man through Jesus. There once was perfect unity between God and man but then Sin entered and all of creation was separated from God. We were made enemies to God and every inclination of our hearts was evil from birth. But then Jesus cam onto the scene. He lived up to God's standard and became the object on which God's wrath was satisfied. With God's wrath fully satisfied, he was able to enter into a loving relationship that he has always intended to have with his creation. This is part of the mystery of the work of Christ. It bridged the great divide caused by sin. Now, we can freely enter into relationship with our creator.
The second part of the mystery of Christ is seen in the unity between man and man. Christ, in his work on calvary, has destroyed the dividing wall of hostility between Jews and Gentiles (and all people) making one people in him. This new race is called Christians. As I said before. Race, gender and class lines are washed away by the blood of the spotless lamb. This unity among men is the natural response to the graceful unity that we enjoy with God. If God has broken down the wall of hostility between himself and man, shouldn't man break down any hostilities between himself and another man. If one who is perfectly righteous can make a way for one who deserves destruction, can't one who is unrighteous make a way for another who is equalyl as unrighteous God set the example for us. As we have been loved we must love. As we have been forgiven we must forgive. This is the mystery of the Gospel: That all things would come into unity under the headship of Christ. Only through Christ and in Christ is this even remotely possible. Let us then ask God to give us his affections. Let us ask God to give us his forgiveness, his love, his mercy and his grace. Let us watch barriers be destroyed.
The Armor of God as Disclosed in Ephesians
The armor of God discourse at the end of Ephesians is one of those passages that you hear a lot of growing up and it can easily become one of those passages that is thrown into the “one of those verses I know” pool. Let us never throw anything there. All of scripture is profitable. Even Leviticus..ouch! Realizing this, we must take notice of the implications of the armor of God discourse. It is not some ear tickling fun passage to read. It is the battle cry of the church and we must realize the points being made here. I see three major themes n this discourse: we are at war, it is not easy and there is an essential uniform for every soldier.
We are at war! Christianity is more than a life style. To accept Christ is to enter the ranks. To accept Christ is to accept a mission. We enter into a war against powers and principalities that are much stronger than us. However, they are not stronger than the Lord. This puts the importance of a devotional life in a whole new light. If we view any part of our Christian life as a chore or simply a part of the walk, we will neglect them. We must view every aspect as either a preperation for or an engagement in battle. We must not pretend we are not at war. We must view ourselves as soldiers.
It is not easy! Paul encourages his readers to “stand” four times. It must be hard to stand or the Holy Spirit wouldn't waste that much space. Christianity is not easy. We have an enemy that hates us and he has snipers and spies and is very good at what he does. Let us not down play this. We must be ever vigilant to stand our ground firmly. If we are not, we may fall victim to the devils schemes.
There is a uniform. Every Christian must take up every part of the armor of God. To not take up even a single piece is to be under equipped and you don't want to be under equipped. It is a warzone out there and Satan prowls around like a roaring lion seeking whom he may DEVOUR..not talk to or get to fall down momentarily and then carry on his merry way. If you choose to fight he will fight back. Put on the full armor of God and check twice to make sure you are well prepared. You are entering enemy territory and you are in danger if you do not follow the plan. However, if we do follow the plan, rejoice, because victory for assured with great certainty.
The Adoption of the Saints (one that I chose)
This topic interests me greatly. Ephesians 1 talks about how we have been adopted as his sons through the work of Christ. Wow! What an awesome thing to praise God for. He has picked us. We are his chosen sons and daughters. That is probably the coolest thing ever. But when we talk about this one major argument come up and that is the argument of Predestination. If God chose and adopted some, did he not chose others? I will dig into this briefly and try to come up with an adequate answer.
On the issue of Adoption, we have missed the point. Paul is writing a letter of praise. He is thanking God that he has been adopted. He is thanking God that he has been chosen. We turn this quickly and curse and question God because we feel that this means others have not. That is not the point even a little bit. Consider this: Children are adopted every day. Most of these children are pulled out of horrible circumstances by parents that choose to love them and care for them and give them a life they could have never dreamed of. Now, consider this: One of these adopted children, at fifteen years old, turns to his parent and asks “Why mom, did you pick me? Why do I deserve your favor?” the answer of course is that the child didn't earn her favor an she picked him just because she did. She picked him because she wanted relationship with him. His parents picked him because they wanted him. We stand this way before God. God has pulled us out of horrendous circumstances. He has given us a life we never deserved or earned. Jesus has chosen us to be adopted and we need to praise him for that. If our focus is on the flip side we have missed the point greatly. A just God would send everyone to hell. A loving God has made a way for everyone to go to heaven. We should not call God unjust even if he has chosen some and not others. Let us praise him that we, who have no merit of our own, were chosen by him to be called his own. We were chosen to share an inheritance with his perfect son. Let us not miss the point of this adoption thing. It is meant to be a praise so let us treat it as such. Let us all take a second and thank God for calling us out of Egypt. Let us deeply thank God that we are his pick and take comfort that we are chosen by God. To view that as anything less than wonderful is to totally miss the point.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
What a handsome night
I was thinking about this a couple days ago so forgive me if it is awkwardly communicated. It was friday and it was 50 outside. I texted a friend and i said what a beautiful night and it got me to thing as to why we use feminine adjectives to describe natures beauty. think about it. You would never call a night handsome or rugged or any other male adjectives. No, we say things like beautiful, stunning, gorgeous. Maybe there is nothing to this, but maybe there is. Maybe the best way to describe beauty is to use female adjectiv4es because they are stronger. They touch the soul on a deeper level. maybe this can communicate something to women about how beautiful all of you really are. You are the pinnacle of creation. God's final and most complicated work. You are exquisite, so much so that we describe you and the beauties of nature in the same way. You, women, have the same complexity, the same mystery the same awe inspiring qualities about you that cause people to write poems and songs and stories and even some of the psalms. That beauty is yours, and yours to keep. Do you then see the danger when you give away your beauty to easily, when you dress in a way that invites people into your mystery and lets them share in it for free. Do you see the dangers in giving your vineyard away before it is the right person. You have an infinite complexity and holy beauty about you and it is not to be taken lightly. As SOS says, "My own vineyard is mine to give" when you do not take this responsibility seriously, it is a terrible thing. this is why giving yourself away easily never makes you feel less empty or more beautiful. Your beauty, your complexity, your mystery is yours and it is a gift from your creator who thinks you are wonderful. When you give this away and it is not returned to you in the way marriage returns it, it hurts. When you dress in a way that gives parts of your vineyard away, it hurts. None of these things help you in your quest to feel that your vineyard is enough. Every time yu do these things you are actually leaving less vineyard for yourself. If you have made mistakes in these areas, God will restore you if you want him too. It isn't a burden for him. in fact he wants to do it. He loves you so deeply that he wants to give you a new vineyard if you are not happy with how you have neglected yours. Please do not shrugg this off. It is not a side point but the whole point. thank you for reading this
Addison
Addison
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Healer...
Verse:
You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease
Pre-Chorus:
I trust in You
I trust in You
Chorus:
I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need
[Repeat Verse]
[Repeat Pre-Chorus}
[Chorus]
Bridge:
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands
I am listening to this song right now...I just watched the CNN story about him lying about having cancer. For those of you not familiar with the story let me bring you up to speed. The writer of the song wrote this song and along with it wrote a story. The story was of how he had cancer and the doctor told him to go home and die and he went home and penned these words. The song was his declaration that God was in control and held his ultimate destiny in his hand. Beautiful story. Tear jerking. Life changing. Awe inspiring. Wonderful. Unfortunately, it was fictional. The man had lied, supposedly to hide a pornography addiction I don't understand how that makes sense but hey, whatever. So now we are wondering about this song. It is beautiful and excellent and wonderful but has this thing attached to it. I heard someone say that the writer of the song needs to hear his own words now more than ever. Good point. He is in the biggest storm of his life right now. Is nothing impossible? what about now that the world thinks you're some horrible person? Does God hold your world in his hand? This is when these words matter. Not when things are great. anyone who isnt sick can eclare God their healer. That isn't faith. So let us all take these words and use them. Because they speak to all of our souls. Nothing is impossible for him. The bible says he is able to do immeasureably more than we can ask or imagine. WOW. Ler us hear the words of this man and ignore that Satan attacked him and he lost. In the end of the day, him faking a story might write a real one. A story of how God met him like Jacob. Jacob had decieved everyone and was left alone. Sound similar? Then Gos shows up and wrestles him. Jacob is injured. The author of healer will not get out of this uninjured. but then Jacob holds on and says to God, "I will not let you Go until you bless me." He ends up recieving the blessing of God and becoming the father of the twelve tribes. Mike G. (the author of the song) will hae to hold on and trust God. He will have to sing his own words. He will have to wrestle with God and limp away. But in the end of it all, there might be something beautiful. I would ask that you would agree with me in prayer that God would restore this man and give him a real story of God's blessing and excellent mercy. May He write the same stories in all of our lives.
Amen
You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease
Pre-Chorus:
I trust in You
I trust in You
Chorus:
I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need
[Repeat Verse]
[Repeat Pre-Chorus}
[Chorus]
Bridge:
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands
I am listening to this song right now...I just watched the CNN story about him lying about having cancer. For those of you not familiar with the story let me bring you up to speed. The writer of the song wrote this song and along with it wrote a story. The story was of how he had cancer and the doctor told him to go home and die and he went home and penned these words. The song was his declaration that God was in control and held his ultimate destiny in his hand. Beautiful story. Tear jerking. Life changing. Awe inspiring. Wonderful. Unfortunately, it was fictional. The man had lied, supposedly to hide a pornography addiction I don't understand how that makes sense but hey, whatever. So now we are wondering about this song. It is beautiful and excellent and wonderful but has this thing attached to it. I heard someone say that the writer of the song needs to hear his own words now more than ever. Good point. He is in the biggest storm of his life right now. Is nothing impossible? what about now that the world thinks you're some horrible person? Does God hold your world in his hand? This is when these words matter. Not when things are great. anyone who isnt sick can eclare God their healer. That isn't faith. So let us all take these words and use them. Because they speak to all of our souls. Nothing is impossible for him. The bible says he is able to do immeasureably more than we can ask or imagine. WOW. Ler us hear the words of this man and ignore that Satan attacked him and he lost. In the end of the day, him faking a story might write a real one. A story of how God met him like Jacob. Jacob had decieved everyone and was left alone. Sound similar? Then Gos shows up and wrestles him. Jacob is injured. The author of healer will not get out of this uninjured. but then Jacob holds on and says to God, "I will not let you Go until you bless me." He ends up recieving the blessing of God and becoming the father of the twelve tribes. Mike G. (the author of the song) will hae to hold on and trust God. He will have to sing his own words. He will have to wrestle with God and limp away. But in the end of it all, there might be something beautiful. I would ask that you would agree with me in prayer that God would restore this man and give him a real story of God's blessing and excellent mercy. May He write the same stories in all of our lives.
Amen
Saturday, January 3, 2009
My focus this year
i have named my year. i am calling it the year of focus. i asked God in the beginning of the year to make me into the man i was afraid to be. i wasnt sure what that meant at the time but i am understanding it more. i am asking God to make me into the person i always mocked. the person who prioritizes well and has their life under control. i now admire that but in high school i kinda felt high and mighty i think because i didn't. So now, weather i have to or not i am going after excelllence. i have named 2009 the year of focus. i plan to expound on this as the year goes on and understand it more as i get into semester 2. i am so excited to really take life by the horns and start to be the person i should be and not the person i can be easily
Going Back To Master's, A break in Hindsight.
I find myself gearing up to return to Gettysburg and i feel an odd way about it. What i mean is that for some reason i cant bring myself to feel anything about it. I just feel totally the same as i have over my whole break. Usually i am excited and ready to roll going out of breaks but i am absolutely nothing about this. I don't foresee it changing either. The last week has kid of flown by and i haven't processed it. So lets see if we can talk through this break a little.
Friday
I got home Friday after the 19th after a workout and packing my stuff up at the deitch house. They have been such an incredible blessing. They called me on Christmas and i realized again how much i deeply appreciate them. I was in a very dark spot before i moved into their house. I didn't really feel like i wanted to keep fighting and stay in ministry at Freedom Valley. I was literally ready to walk out when i called them and then everything changed and i was blessed by this amazing family. It is ashame that the Eagles are playing the vikings, i would like Tim's team (Vikings) to make a much deeper run then getting beat up on in the first round. Two playoff games today, Atlanta Falcons will be playing the Cardinals and the Colts will play the chargers. I think these games will both be blowouts. it think Indy and Atlanta will both roll as wild card visitors. Anyway, after arriving home i spent the night at a friends playing video games and stuff late into the night.
Saturday and Sunday
I repeated the process te next day and actually slept through church because of my bad decisions in terms of sleep. suday afternoon i went to lunch with Kevin and Niki. i forget what happened monday...probably just more video games.
Monday
Monday night i think i went home for the first time though.
Tuesday
then i hung out around the house all day tuesday ...watched wife swap and went to youth group. My friends and i have a tradition of going to applebees on tuesday night after youth group and enjoying 25 cent wings that start at ten. It is amazing i see all of my friends and we relax and talk and catch up and only spend like six bucks for ten wings and soda. It is one of my highlights of being home.
Wednesday and Thursday
i slept in big time on Christmas Eve. After waking up at two i prepared and drove to my sister's house. in Emmaus PA. i spent christmas eve with family and had a wonderful time. Christmas day i went with my sister and brother in law to his family's house. it was a good day of eating and chillin. I went back to my sisters and seont another night with them.
Friday
It was now friday. I was a week into break. I drove home to New Jersey. Friday night i went to the mall and brought a new pair of shoes that i am excited about.
Saturday
i chilled on saturday i think for most of the day.
Sunday
i went to church on sunday and watched football all day. .
Monday
monday i spent the whole day reading Angels and Demons...great book...recommended by Sara Fitch.
Tuesday
Tuesday i played football at noon and i got super sick. i had a twenty four hour bug and it was awful. I went to a friends birthday party that night and stayed the night.
Wednesday
i felt better the next morning chilled most of the day and did New Years Eve at a friend of mine's and mostly at KEvin and Niki's. I stayed at home that night.
Thursday
Thursday i learned some verses for my fifty verse and worte my sermon for tommorrow. Thursday night i just chilled at Seans and watched Eagle Eye.
Friday
I played football on friday. I had a diving catch...i kinda felt like a superstar. Friday night i went to Kevin and Niki's and played Seinfeld Scene It and then went toSeans to close out my break the same way it started.
Today
It is now Saturday morning and that blog helped me so much. i now feel like my break has closure. in closing i know was this break has done for me. it has regeared me and i feel prepared to run to the finish of my Master's Commission career. I think that is why Christmas break is so good. It allows you to hit the ground running. that is all, have written far too much
Friday
I got home Friday after the 19th after a workout and packing my stuff up at the deitch house. They have been such an incredible blessing. They called me on Christmas and i realized again how much i deeply appreciate them. I was in a very dark spot before i moved into their house. I didn't really feel like i wanted to keep fighting and stay in ministry at Freedom Valley. I was literally ready to walk out when i called them and then everything changed and i was blessed by this amazing family. It is ashame that the Eagles are playing the vikings, i would like Tim's team (Vikings) to make a much deeper run then getting beat up on in the first round. Two playoff games today, Atlanta Falcons will be playing the Cardinals and the Colts will play the chargers. I think these games will both be blowouts. it think Indy and Atlanta will both roll as wild card visitors. Anyway, after arriving home i spent the night at a friends playing video games and stuff late into the night.
Saturday and Sunday
I repeated the process te next day and actually slept through church because of my bad decisions in terms of sleep. suday afternoon i went to lunch with Kevin and Niki. i forget what happened monday...probably just more video games.
Monday
Monday night i think i went home for the first time though.
Tuesday
then i hung out around the house all day tuesday ...watched wife swap and went to youth group. My friends and i have a tradition of going to applebees on tuesday night after youth group and enjoying 25 cent wings that start at ten. It is amazing i see all of my friends and we relax and talk and catch up and only spend like six bucks for ten wings and soda. It is one of my highlights of being home.
Wednesday and Thursday
i slept in big time on Christmas Eve. After waking up at two i prepared and drove to my sister's house. in Emmaus PA. i spent christmas eve with family and had a wonderful time. Christmas day i went with my sister and brother in law to his family's house. it was a good day of eating and chillin. I went back to my sisters and seont another night with them.
Friday
It was now friday. I was a week into break. I drove home to New Jersey. Friday night i went to the mall and brought a new pair of shoes that i am excited about.
Saturday
i chilled on saturday i think for most of the day.
Sunday
i went to church on sunday and watched football all day. .
Monday
monday i spent the whole day reading Angels and Demons...great book...recommended by Sara Fitch.
Tuesday
Tuesday i played football at noon and i got super sick. i had a twenty four hour bug and it was awful. I went to a friends birthday party that night and stayed the night.
Wednesday
i felt better the next morning chilled most of the day and did New Years Eve at a friend of mine's and mostly at KEvin and Niki's. I stayed at home that night.
Thursday
Thursday i learned some verses for my fifty verse and worte my sermon for tommorrow. Thursday night i just chilled at Seans and watched Eagle Eye.
Friday
I played football on friday. I had a diving catch...i kinda felt like a superstar. Friday night i went to Kevin and Niki's and played Seinfeld Scene It and then went toSeans to close out my break the same way it started.
Today
It is now Saturday morning and that blog helped me so much. i now feel like my break has closure. in closing i know was this break has done for me. it has regeared me and i feel prepared to run to the finish of my Master's Commission career. I think that is why Christmas break is so good. It allows you to hit the ground running. that is all, have written far too much
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